God's Faithfulness!!!

Many of you know that the last 5 months, have been hard on us. But everytime it feels like all is lost, including my sanity, God proves how mighty and awesome He is. Not that He has to prove it to us, but at times I think we dwell on everything going wrong that we forget what might God we serve.

He has blessed with amazing family and friends who have helped us out, when we didn't know what we were going to do. I know that He is going to bless them and their families in ways they never knew possible.

Some of those days when all I felt like doing was crying and throwing in the towel, or banging some heads together at the Department of Health, God has given me a peace, knowing that everything happens in His time not ours. And my little Girl or Boy would come up and give me a really big smile and that would melt my heart.

The funny thing is that everytime I would try and have a serious talk about our finances with Tony all I could do was laugh, it was weird, because before he would come home I would be bawling my eyes out. Then I would try and talk to him and start laughing. All I could say was God is telling me to stop worrying.

Thank you for your prayers and support. We love all of our family and friends so much.

We finally have internet again!!!!!!!!

It has been 2 long weeks without internet and it was crazy how disconnected I felt to everyone. I cannot believe how many I read. It was around 12 or 15 in 2 weeks. Pathetic I know. But with a lot on my mind I figured i would read to fall asleep but usually couldn't and I enjoy the quietness. You know how it is with little ones.

Well, we have been over here in Coeur D'Alene for about 2 weeks. We are getting adjusted. Still waiting on my license so I can get a job to help out financially. We have a nice house that we are renting and if everything outs lease to buy. We are working to get back on feet after 3 months with no work.

I am excited for Thanksgiving, my family is going to come here, I love being a hostess. The kids will enjoy it too. They talk about all there aunties and uncles, and of course there cousins. Well, right now that is about all I can say, not much else to say.

The only thing is restless nights, I can't fall asleep then I am woke up thru out the night. Not sure why, I just pray, not sure what I am praying for but I just pray. Love you all!!!